I See You
I see you
That scared little girl hiding her emotions from the masses
I see a girl who uses a tough facade as a sheild from the hail of raining bullets we call whispers
I see a girls who uses words from her mouth to block out sounds from her mind
I see a girl who crys more than you think
Yet her tears...
They mean nothing
They are mearly just a reflex
Another sheild she's built up to replace speaking of what she's actually feeling
So her tears are misunderstood all the time
I see a girl who wants to do what makes her happy,
But then decides that being an outsider to societies rules is a fate worse than death
I see a girl who wants to be one of the guys without actually being called a guy
I see a girl who hates being judged
I see a girl who wants to roam free to her own devices,
Not living up to other peoples dreams,
Not meeting other peoples's deadlines
Just keeping sweet time to her own goals
I see you
I hear you
When you sceam ever so silently
I hear you when your thoughts speak decibles above you
Such a loud mind for such a lost child
But these two speakers are speaking two diffrent languages
Completley out of sync
Still managing to share a body
Completley in tune when hiding the side she doesn't want you to see
"Yeah, I'm Fine.."
"Yeah, I'm Fine.."
I hear you
When you wake up from those nightmares of the days you wanted to end it all
I hear you
When you
Shrug,
Smile,
And give a manufactured smile
I hear you
When you stand in the mirror and speak to yourself
I hear you
When you say things to yourself that you would never dare utter to another soul
And I heard you
When the only words you could manage to say were:
"I'm Sorry"
I'm sorry too...
Sorry that I let you down
I know you
When you amble down the hall after everything you've been through
I know
When you sometimes become eerily quite
Thinking your life over twenty times to many
I know you
When you eyes glaze over
But you still carry on a conversation with someone...
Someone who made you remember...
But when it;s all said and done
I could preach to you that it gets better
And soemday you will get over it
But your only Human
The reality is you don't get over it
Sometimes you still cry
You hold on to the memories because you can't go back
You will get depressed
Then you'll grow up
And just stop caring...
about everything
Become empty
Care for few
Dismiss the rest
I just want to let you know darling,
I.
Am.
You.