Dear Evan,

It's been 3 years and 4 months since the last time I saw you.

Many things changed, I grew older, I changed as a person, I made new friends.

I met Amazing people and I wish you have done the same

I wonder when will I ever see you again...

I'm sorry for what I've done in the past.

I'm sorry for what people did to you. Please don't be angry at them,

I'm sorry on their behalf.

I blame myself for everything

I wonder if I will ever see you again... After you left

I promised myself that I would change

I took some time off away from everything

I shut myself away from everyone for months on end 

I told myself I'd fix myself as a person

I wonder where will I see you...

I learned why you commited suicide

I just wish you spoke to me about it-

I hope you're having a great time dancing in the sky

I'm just relieved you're in a better place!

I know I will see you after I pass through the journey of life.

Please be patient Evan- Death is being kind 

He kindly waits for me to finish my purpose in life.

Sincerly, Your little noob.