I Won't Say Until I Do
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I can't stand hurting you
It hurts me too.
I'm scared to say it all.
My past restricts me
And my rage holds me captive.
What have I become?
The moonlight blackens,
Darkens,
Then softens to morning's first light.
And I am still not okay.
An eternity goes by
And I still won't say.
I just keep hurting you.
I wade to the water
And pray I'll make it out alive.
The she-shark hunts here.
I am not fast enough to swim away,
So I'll pray that she's not hungry,
And I'll pray that I live to see another day.
Maybe in your arms.
I'm neck deep now
And I take the dive
And from here on out it's open water.
Where anything can happen.