Look at me for answers,

Thats what they do, And I gladly provide

Ask myself for answers, only to met with silence

Calm and collected is what they all see,

Doubt, sadness and lonliness is what lies within the strong exterier

I hear them now, he knows so much, hes been through so much

You know not what I have seen, a parent, a cousin, a friend all taken too young

I'm glad in my pain understanding and relatability help those around me

But,

Why can't i help myself.