I'm here to stay
Though dismayed and distraught and never critically acclaimed
I have made peace
Peace with myself and deep within
The will to strive and move on seems to be like my imaginary friend
I'm content with the belief that I will find something to make my life worth wild
To find someone else who will believe in me just like I believe in myself
But not just that..
I want to feel intense longing for something other than a notepad and a pencil with a ultra sweetened coffee on the side
I want someone to want me like they want the air they breathe
And I'm here to stay.