Did you ever wonder why i hide ? , im a shy girl in dispised

i hid their in the night and come out at day

not to associate nor play

i have no friend i get teased  alot

i wonder why because of this discoloration spot i got

i get called a cow

i get called ugly

i try to wear makeup to cover it up

but i guess God made me like this for a reason

i wonder when i come out of my shell

will i ever feel comfortable and not alone

not in a place where the door is shut close

not in a place where i feel like i have no home

i want to be able to remove the curtains to show the real me

 but sometimes showing the real you

can end up with you being hurt

and feel torn like a old  ripped  up  shirt

 the curtains are cxlosed for a reason you will never see me because im a girl in dispised