I'm not the person you may think you know
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Most people think I'm this bad person
The person their parents told them not to be friends with
Honestly..
I wear a mask because
Nowadays
You can't be the person you really are in front of anyone
Because, if you do
They will wrip you apart
I want people to believe that I dont give a fuck about anything
I want them to believe they can't hurt me
I put on the most biggest bravos that any of you see
The truth is..
I do it because, I dont want to get hurt anymore
I actually care about basically everything
If I said something really bad to someone
I'll be thing about it for days because,
I wouldn't want people saying that to me
I get hurt so easily even over the littlest things
That honestly don't really matter
Like, if someone who doesnt even know me
calls me a freak or acts like I'm the devil
It'll seriously bother me for a really long time
I have aweful anxiety problerms
I can't go anywhere without thinking about
Wither I'm making an aweful chance or not like
If I go into McDonalds
It'll take me at leats 10 minutes to order something
Or, If I go to a park and my brother or sister asks me to
climb something..
I'll try to do it but When I get half way there
My brains automatcailly goes to all the bad stuff that'll happen to me
I really dont want anyone to know I have those kind of problems
Because, we as a society judge too quickly
And, more than half them time we'll treat people differently
If we think they have a "disability"
Because, if we dont.. We'll feel bad
And.... I dont want anyone feeling bad for me..
This is who I am