Im Not Who I Am
I once fell in love
Just for a trill of satisfaction
I would kiss her lips and wait for an reaction
I would hold her with passion and tell her storys of how I see us ever lasting
We would hold hands and figure out future plans
Well...time went on...
A young handsome king without his queen
She desired the new feeling of what "love" is
With a gangster living the life without R.E.S.P.E.C.T
Funny to me because now her bestfriend wants a relationship with me
So I gave her the key
I took her on trips I was saving for the week
More than you know we had a baby on the way
Her bestfriend wanted to ask her to come too our wedding
I wonder ... would she hate me after all these years
Im not the man I used to be
Dropping tears by tears
Like an angel walking down a glowing light stair case
I was ready... I prepared so good that my shoes were polished & laced
A slap on my face as I woke up Out of my dream
" Baby wake up I would never leave you.. I heard you talking in your sleep again.. how could you?"
Im Sorry but im not who I am...
I'v just been waiting for you to mess up so I can get with your bestfriend...