I'm Talking Body
I woke up this morning,
And my skin moved as I did
A thousand nerves sparked up to tell me
Hey, your blanket is soft
And your stomach is empty
Hey, the tiles are cold
and your mom is funny
Hey, stepping on a splinter hurts
And now you are thirsty
What another thousand nerves didn’t say,
were things it didn’t need voice to me.
It didn’t say,
Hey, you breathe now
And blood must go to your knees
Hey, the immune system needs to work
And remember to always blink
Hey, fling your arms out when you fall
And your heart goes ba-boom after he/she/they leave(s).
It all just happens, and it’s all a miracle
That my body tries and succeeds to take care of me
I can feel my laugh in my lungs expanding
It can cool itself down in sweat and tell me
“Hey, now its too cold for what you need”
I don’t think about it, but my body is intricate
My beating heart and racing brain are living.
And yet, we all don’t appreciate the miracle
People worry too much to realize its amazing
I’m talking body now,
I’m talking loving
I’m talking about not worrying about
Love-handles, cellulite
Stretch-marks, height
I’m talking about ignoring “perfecting”
Ignoring the newest holy-grail
the newest “perfect being”
and leaving “Self-Love” in bloody rags.
I’m talking and saying STOP
How I learned my lesson in this sermon
With a story, when I hated living
Seven years back and gone
My grandma used to call to any and every God
Asking if I must be so torn apart or not,
With my broken home
With my heavy self
With healing from abuse, myself
My auntie heard her cries, and smiling with sad eyes,
She replied,
“At least she’s alive”
“My baby girl should be Bren’s age too, but she’s not
she’s gone.
My baby girl is gone because her body failed her
but Bren’s body is sound, love her.
Teach her love, and her mind can be found”
Bodies are blessings, bodies are beauties
Life blood and chubby thighs and knobby knees
They're all beauties
because of their use
because of their artistry
because of their dimension
because of their tenacity
No matter what a greedy world whispers,
Nothing can ever convince me
that bodies aren’t miraculous, astounding.
It'll always go on when we don’t want to
So love it, love your body,
love your life and living
It loves you too.