Indecision

I hate that I feel like we don't connect anymore
That we no longer talk the same way

I long for the days when my heart was only yours
But as of late I don't feel the same way

I'm too fearful to let you go
What if this is just my mind playing games

What if underneath it all I still feel the same
And I figure out after I let you go that it was all a big mistake

These days apart
I live in my head
Imagining what would happen if we were just friends

If somehow I managed to find someone else
And you were pushed to the back of my mind

I hate that this is how I feel now adays
That these are the thoughts on my mind

But one of these days, I'll have the strength to decide
Whether to set you free
Or keep you in my life

This poem is about: 
Me
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