Everyone knows me

They like me at  best

I'm the funny guy in class

making jokes out of tests.

Are they really my friends

or am I  just comic relief?

I make a mask out of smiles

to hide this belief.

I envy the ones

who go out late at nght,

while I use social media

to view all their sites.

Lonely and insecure

I hide behind laughs

but am I the one

who is being laughed at?