Inside
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Inside her lilac blanket she weeps in fear of the future to come
Inside her mind the gears never stop, forever in thought of her imperfections
Inside her heart in beats so loudly, from the sickening caffeine addiction
The only way she can stay awake in the void was to put that poison on her velvet smooth lips
She illuminates the room with one flick, and begins to cram her forgotten homework in the day
She only had until dawn broke to become the perfect image everyone saw her as
Her boyfriend in a deep sleep, as she gazes upon him,tears drop
She grazes her eye with her index finger to hold back the sobbing
She wished in a world she didn't have to act, she could be
She wished she could rip the mask off her face and be her self
As dawn broke, she broke in fear of the people she would face
She laid in fear of the thoughts of others, and placed the poison to her lips again
She overdosed her body becoming paralyzed, her heart in shock
The nausea enclosing her esophagus and the heat racing through her blood
Caffeine took her melancholy life, That night she was at peace,
Inside the lilac sheets she laid with no fears
Inside her mind the gears finally stopped
Inside her heart's hammering died down
Inside she was no longer tortured, she was alone.