The Intrinsic Nature of Sapphic Love
Emotionless words
Syllables and thirds
The poet never hurt
The reader never heard
The world still turned
The world still burned.
Dearest Camilla
I will take my leave
If three days go by
Without sign
Of a stroke
Of a letter
Of a word.
Please don’t be too broken
To love
I beg.
Mirrors lie
The heart never does.
If you struggle to breathe,
I can be the air in your lungs
Invisible
Kept close to your heart.
In my heart you fly high
Phoenix!
Oh, so oft a sigh—
Bird of wonder.
Your words could be light,
Or could be nigh
And only a stone’s throw
From your own
Front door
Lovely Camilla
I have given my heart—
So fragile,
So dreadfully shy—
In the hopes that someday
I may have the privilege,
The gift,
The lawful right
Of calling you
Mine.
As your ocean blue eyes shine,
Staring into the abyss of mine,
I realize we will
Be together in life
Together in time.
If not now
Then a prodigious lie.
Shall all rot in flame
Who came,
Demolishing, shattering,
Spoiling the game?
Lovers play
Throughout their days.
As time goes by,
I seem to burn longer,
Deeper
Stronger.
Such a tumultuous, trembling mind
Cast ashore from the ship,
Floating in angels’ air;
The maiden with
Golden honey hair
Sighs as she goes by,
Never noticing the girl so shy.
But why?
Shall she die?
In three days’ time
If word has not passed
The girl shall lose her throne
And join the lowest,
Most humbling caste.
She shall give the kingdom up
Throw the crown down.
The dagger shall journey straight
Into her broken heart
And her cooling body shall shudder
As she remembers
In her final
Shrieking
Moments—
The fire of shame
Hot on her face,
The fire of fate within her.
She remembers.
Revolting clarity:
She does not,
Will not,
Could never love
Me.
Gasping,
Heaving sighs.
Final thought’s time.
Today, will she go by?
I wish unto you
nothing but perfection.
With all my affection,
My most lovely Camilla.