You think I'm smart,

I'm really not

You think I'm brave,

but no

You think I'm upbeat,

proud,

happy,

When I often succumb to

the darkness inside of me

Just because I like pink

doesn't mean I'm "upbeat"

Just becaue I don't care what people think

doesn't mean I'm "brave"

Just because I happen to

not be ignorant about

the things that keep me alive,

when so many people

just don't care and will

most likely be destroyed by their own stupidity,

doesn't

mean

I'm

"smart"