trapped in a jar with no escape
i scream my soul out as i grow weak
my heart pains more and the tears are nonstop
can anyone hear me screaming to get out?
it’s hard to get attention for one more second
i’m just being ignored, like I didn’t mention
A single hint of help
to save me from this hell
was i just meant to die?
was i really meant to commit suicide?
must i eradicate my existence from this earth?
God must be punishing me
hoping that i’ll die painfully
knowing that the dirt he created was a mistake
every time i think that, i just break
if my fate is death then i’ll take it
‘cause living seems to have no purpose
life never loved me anyways..
no one will miss me, they won’t care
the ones who do will just stare,
probably disgusted that i couldn’t handle life
yet they were the reasons for my strife!
i’ll be forgotten like a passing wind
if i am a ghost, i’ll live in my sin
as the devils crude hand grasps the last of life that was within me
why was i born to begin with
if my life was going to become meaningless
my birth was an unplanned mistake
the convincers become repetitive
giving me more void reasons to live
in their minds they think they’ve done it
like they’re a hero or somethin’
when all they did was make it worse!
to the world, it was fun
to have all those rare happy moments on the run
my happiness has come dry
now it’s time to say goodbye
i bet they were all waiting for me to die.