Even though ya feel so alone,
Imagine if you were truly alone.

Ha, i always know how to make myself feel better.

I am annoyingly optimistic.

I am grateful for you
I am grateful for you; friends i never see anymore
I am grateful for the fun times we had together
& im always having fun times

I am grateful for this humbling loneliness, i know ill yearn to be alone one day and ill be denied that.
& it happens now

& i sigh deeply
& i tell myself things
& i pray unceasingly
& i focus on wondeful things
& i do the things i love
& i love others
&
& does any of that even matter at all ? It does.

It Matters