When I get up in the mornings
I don't want to die anymore.
I don't get up and think that I am ugly.
I eat on a regualr basis.
I have friends.
I wake up and I am happy.
I am the person I want to be.
I realzied that if I did kill myself
I wouldn't get to have a future.
I didn't get to meet my future husband or wife.
I didn't get to graduate.
I didn't get to be happy,
I can now say that I am happy.
I still have times where the past creeps in, but
I handle it very well with hope and faith in my life and future now.
I can proudly say
"I am happy and alive."