In the beginning it was like all nice and romantic almost like a dream

I felt like I was in a fairy tale like it wasn't real

And for me I should have known that it was too good true

After a few days those fairy tale days turned into nightmares

Arguing about every little thing from clothes to opinions

First it was a smack again and again feeling that burn against my cheek

The smack turned into a fist for a punch, always feeling the wind being knocked out of me

Those punchs later becoming full on beating feeling how the blood feel from my mouth

And making me feel like its always my fault and I believe you

Beaten and bruises, I remember you saying "it's our secret ok?"

And for the period of three years I stayed with you keeping that secret

Money and money spent on cover up to cover the marks that you left

Then drinking became part of the picture and it became even worse

I REALLY LOVED YOU but if you really did love me then why did you hurt me even thought you said you loved me what happen to the guy I fell in love with.

After I finally left you and that's when you started to care for me you asked for my forgiveness and for me to take you back

I forgave you but to have taken you would have been a huge mistake I let you go for a reason fix yourself before you can ever take care of me

TO ALL YOU GIRLS OUT THERE NO MAN SHOULD BE ABLE TO HIT YOU IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM NEVER LET ANYONE HIT YOU YOUR

NOT ALONE NO ONE EVER IS SO DONT THINK NO ONE WILL HEAR YOU TELL SOMEONE SPEAK UP AND END THIS ABUSE.