I've Gone Bad
I like the Eccentric ones—the Misfits and the Rebels But I am attracted to the Uncanny ones My darling has a rough exterior—tender only in secret My beau, he is from another world, with other moons and other suns Like the Tin Man, he is composed of hollow metals I call out his name and to me he runs My heart is beating wildly, my very soul trembles He is unyielding, immortal, and strong "Beloved" he calls me, Though never in words No other may touch me To him I belong I am burdened to never be free Wanting to do right, but drawn to do wrong He is a Man beyond my years No trace of boyhood exists in him But he is a Killer—was made to be one And there can be no love if it is founded on a whim Yet he takes away all of my fears With him, the stars by morning do not grow dim His rich, theatrical voice alights my ears A Phantom is he With such ashen and scarred skin It makes my eyes water to hear the sound Emanating from lips so dark and thin It makes me feel free To hear of all the places he's been Do I dare to hope that he loves me? He's headstrong—likes to be in control I am caught by his Sorcery, Enchanted by his scowl He is a Commander and a Peacekeeper I cannot bear his mood being foul I aim to lift his spirit, his soul Or else a Beast is unleashed, set out to prowl Those grey Dragon-like eyes By night they are the eyes of a Morlock's By day they are the eyes of a Wraith His lair, caverns of ancient rocks The King's pale icy eyes, He is the monarch of time, the prince of clocks A Master, a Genius, so very Wise Clad in the richest fabrics and suits of leather Though his most intimate touch is as light as a feather But because he only exists in the realm of the mind, I awake knowing this love is doomed to fall to ruin Before it begins, and I am Cursed to know this love I will not find