Jesus freak

I wear a Jesus bracelet and a cross around my neck

I go to church on sundays

I guess I have been saved

 

I wore long sleeves to church about a year ago

I smiled and sang for Jesus

While my ankles bled so

 

I am a Christian girl who hated junior high

I thought I was a lesbian

Because I couldn't get a guy

 

I have a Christian boyfriend in positive rock band

I can't tell him about cutting

He wouldn't understand

 

Even though I have stopped I sometimes get the urge

To drive into a pole

In an adrenaline surge

 

I am a Christian girl who still hates herself

In a little bubble

Shielding from the words

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