The joy. The new experinces for you to come after moving into that next season in life. To know your gonna grow that much smarter then the past mistakes you made. To know your gonna feel something new, see something new then last season. Isn't that what joy really is? to know whats to come? These are the things that make me the happiest. I'm proud of my brothers and sisters who grow that much stronger, and with time that comes heal that much better. I look forward to that future that though seems gloomy, and full of trials, I get that much closer to fufill my dreams. I'm awesome at reaching and striving for my goals and staying motivated no matter what the community tries to show you how much you can achieve. In the end I laugh even when hurt to make my days that much better.