Judgement
CRASH!
My dreams fall. Animosities make my ego crawl.
Asphyxiating the earth beneath me, I’m splayed out for the entire universe to see.
WORTHLESS,
is what they scream. I mean nothing to those very eyes that
bleed, breed… signals of hate
HATE
They discriminate.
They suffocate my sun leaving me in a dazed state.
TWIG!
You look like you’re STARVING!
Hah this sliver of paper will NEVER find her prince charming!!...
Their squinting is aimed at my thighs. Telling me I need makeup to cover up my eyes. Telling me I need to gain weight just to pick up a guy?
Telling me I need validate my life, by going under the knife.
REMOVE this
ADD that
You need to GAIN some FAT.
All these LIES!
I DESPISE.
How they wreck my guise of love.
Of respect.
I get obsessed.
With the methodology of those in check.
WEAKLING!
You’re a walking skeleton, puncturing my space.
It’s a disgrace.
You’re out of place you disgusting maggot of the human race!
Naked,
in the filth I see my reflection.
My withered soul kneels over to see my complexion.
Average face, Average body. A meaningless life as an average commodity.
A commodity….
To the users and the abusers.
To the ones who browbeat behind their callused maneuvers.
My tunnel vision turns to curvy girl. Her overpowering beauty makes my stomach hurl…
FOREWARD.
My bruises abound while, she comes in parading with her long hair down?
Flaunting her smile.
Flaunting her grace.
Flaunting everything that makes me feel like just another face.
Until…
CRASH!
Her dreams fell. Animosities made her ego go down to hell.
Stifling the earth below, her body kisses the ground in the middle of the turbulent flow.
WORTHLESS,
is what I shrieked.
She meant nothing to my own two eyes that
bleed, breed… a beacon of hate
HATE
I discriminated.
I helped suffocate her light leaving her syncopated.
FATSO!
You look like a blimp!
Hah this crate full of lard will NEVER find her a valentine,
she could never attempt.
I despise…
How I wrecked my guise of love.
Of respect.
How I got obsessed,
With the power that gnawed at me after I had been decked
DOWN,
Is the place I’ll leave this vengeance
I’ll shred it apart until all I have is transcendence
I’ll make sure I’ll go far until all I have is independence
From this loathing that’s gripping my throat.
Trying to make sure I bow down as I choke
NO!
I begin to cry
YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL,
And so am I.
I’ts a kind of beauty that can never die as in resides inside.
You see, lies turn to truth when enough is spoken.
I’m going to change the world so we’re not so broken.
Broken inside.
Broken with lies.
Broken without a real sense of being able to comfort,
those who hide…
their OWN form of loveliness.
their OWN type of radiance.
their OWN form of confidence that won’t leave their noses deep inside the pavement.
NOW I breathe,
My own creed.
Let as all cherish one another
And make the judgments of society leave
So that we can all find that happiness,
That’s become lost in the community
And LIVE for once in our existence,
In this land of opportunity.