Just a Boy
Baby you looked like heaven, and felt like hell.
I was just another girl who fell under your spell.
Your eyes a clear watery blue
anyone who saw them would fall in love too.
It’s too bad that you’re such a fucking prick,
you ignorant little dick.
Baby, you gave me panic attacks
and I called it captivation.
Damn, I wish I was gay
why couldn’t I be created that way?
But then my favorite song,
your laughter,
your voice, fill my ears.
I turn around to see your smile,
and allow my panic attack
to settle in for a while.
My biggest mistake wasn’t falling for you,
it was my stupidity thinking that you fell for me too.
But my heart does a little spin,
and this feeling inside won’t dim.