Just hours after I died
Just hours after I died
I went back home
Back into the warm welcoming arms of my mother
Unusually, she didn't fondle around with my hair this time
Instead, she had her eyes fixed on that stodgy vague wall
With regret and betrayal asserting
Just hours after I died
I called my bestfriend
I tried talking to her, received nothing but a vague reticence
Maybe she was just mad at me for leaving her alone
Just hours after I died
I ran up to my boyfriend
Desperately waiting for him to see me
Craving his balmy hugs, just like the way he did yesterday morning
He didn't, he was on a phonecall with his friend
Sorrowfully describing me
Maybe he was demented too? Maybe I did something erroneous?
Just hours after I died
I tried calling my brother
Someone who'd never turn me down
Regardless of my actions
No reply
I ran back home, there he was
Scrolling through my instagram feed
I guess he wanted to spam me again like he always did?
Strikingly, he had tears in his eyes this time
Just hours after I died
I visited the cemetry nearby
That's where I finally felt vivacity
I ambled around, until I heard a voice
"This home. These are your people"
That's when I realized
Just hours ago
I died