Just Want to Be Enough
I just want to be enough
But what even is that?!
I was told I don't know how others see me
But, ohhh do I know!
The evil glances, the whispered snickers
The only one without a partner
What am I striving for?!
Jealousy of distorted perfection or hatred?!
You tell me what you think
Maybe this time I can listen
Maybe I can change
To be a delicate flower
When tornadoes come, will I be bent?
Why are you still looking at me?!
Am I wrong again?
Is my perception of the world the down side of down?
Speak to me normally
I will you just to be nice
No more stupid looks that melt ice
Truthfully I don't understand anything
Just go away --No -- wait stay!
I am just a flower forever in the shade
No sun to coax blooming
Not good enough --- still