Lifelines
If I had to talk about myself,
I would not know where to start,
Because my life is like a winding road;
Short, but full of unexpected twists.
I was born as if I were a princess;
The oldest of three and always getting my way,
I was a wild child
With dreams that I could fly.
But those dreams were cut short
Because of harsh reality;
Choices determine ones future
And mine were chosen by one man’s mistakes.
My life was hit with a storm,
And I was a ship crashing through the waves;
Being tossed around in life’s ocean
Wishing for it all to end.
When it ended I was spilt into a whole new situation.
The tempest died down and I began my journey.
While trying to make sense of this place,
I found my own paradise.
This paradise made of soft, colored leather,
Of grass fields, jerseys, cheering people
And the swish of the soccer net
When a goal was made.
It was my refuge, my lifeline
While I tried to figure out the person I was
And who I wanted to be; the beginning of my appreciation
For this new page in my story.
Now I look back down the old road
And I realize how far I’ve come,
How much everything about me has changed,
How much I want to be my own master.
Choosing for myself, no one for me.
I love how life goes-
Never stops, but always changing;
It keeps me moving forward.
I don’t want to stop; I will do what I want;
To dream of soaring once again,
To continue growing and working hard.
I’ll be who I want; there is no doubt of that.