Your thighs are too thick, your waist is too wide

Your laugh is too loud, your mind is too mad

All things that I hear on a day to day basis, its hard to keep your mind straight when you’re twisted in all places 

Being a teenage girl in the 2000 generation is a hard task to do with social media’s negative penatration 

Blasted by rail thin models and video hoes, the world is showing me its not what I know but how I get low 

-or is it how high I can go?

Either way, I’m oppressed into shallow thinking

-or is it that all thoughts are fleeting

I wonder if its the hair dye seeping through my scalp or the constant image of Beyonce’s curves pressuring me into being her

All my adolescent years spent hiding behind jeans and baggy shirts and a humorous front, trying to show the world haha, i don’t give a fuck

 

Year after year of pretending, and I started to believe it

I am a fierce bitch

but not for the way my curves compare to hills and valleys 

but for the way I completed my bowl of spaghetti

I am not beautiful for the way my hair catches the sunlight 

Much rather the way I light fires in peoples hearts

I am beautiful, not in the Vogue sense but in the senseless way I embark upon life

I take it by the reigns and ride my own path where cheeseburgers and fries are the loves of my life

My hair runs where it pleases, I don’t have a trademarked style where you can say “Oh that’s so Daisy” 

My stomach covered in scars after teaching me a life lesson

The lesson learned is a lessened pain, a lessened struggle to be who I’m really meant to be

Independent and free is the life I’ve chosen, open minded and clear and ready to love 

I have no time to dilly dally, you have one life, I’m upfront and honest about the way I choose to live

Just like a model, my cheek bones are high 

Just like how I am over books, my eyebrows are arched

My just flow with it appearance isn’t something shameful, I flow and bend and am open to new things 

My sense of humor is senseless, I have uneven skin, my temper is loud so is my laugh

but who gives a crap?