Lifesized

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So what if I take up a little more room than the average person does

To me........that just means I'm a little more to love

Im just LIFESIZED

See I go in public they look and they stare

But no one ever  asked how did I get here

See I dont mean born  I know that Im alive

I mean to this point in my life obsivsuly my size

I sit back in shame  just shaking my head

Secreatly wishing I didnt exist just wishing I was dead

But I smile I laugh I joke I hide

All the pain and uneasyness that I feel inside

Im just LIFESIZED

Starving myself eating life by the crumbs

The fear, the realization, the feelings all numb

I wish I wasnt shame I wished that the world could see

The kind hearted person I am just me

See Im LIFESIZED that I have to accept

So Ill stand in my own conor Im all that I have left  

See Im just LIFESIZED

 

 

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