Lonely abyss

Sun, 11/23/2014 - 21:44 -- Jerico

Heart begins to race 

Every time i think of beautiful face

Nerves grow 
But you'll never know 
I'm broken and  discarded 
Thrown away and forgotten 
At the bottom of a lonely abyss
 
The memories 
Oh the memories
How they haunt and remain
Torture yet sustain
A virus unrelenting
A nightmare never ending
 
Was it better they ask
To have loved and lost or never to have loved at all
They've never felt this painful fall
A fall of a thousand feet tall
To the spikes and death below
Where the pain never leaves u alone
 
The wound won't heal
Scabs and cuts again
Let's make a deal
Pretend it never happened
Our first kiss and hug. We've never met
Go back in time and thwart our love
My love
Go back so we won't feel pain
My pain
 
Try my best to forget
But the dreams simply won't let
Feels so real
Just make this one deal
So I can move on
So the pain can stop
To leave this dark abyss 
And my heart won't have to race
To walk again with someone new 
And make new memories too
To forget the old
So this story won't ever be told
 
My heart begins to race
As I begin to take the steps 
Begin to climb out 
And end this year long bout
My fingers reach the top 
It seems I'm out
Out of where I've been for years
But then you come back
To bring me back to tears 
The dreaded memories
Flashbacks
I cannot withhold 
 
Heart begins to race 
Every time i think of beautiful face
Nerves grow 
But you'll never know 
I'm forgotten and discarded 
And still remain at the bottom of this dark and lonely abyss
 

 

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