Looking Back
I wish I could tell her
that he isn’t who she thinks.
The hateful wall outside him
is only one part of who he is
but the only part she sees.
I wish I could show her
That beyond the slammed doors and harsh words
he’s late night jokes and tickle fights
and talking longer than he should.
I wish I could tell her
not to tell her friends to stay away from him
because of the way he is at home
where he can’t change who he is
because she’ll only see what he was.
I wish it didn’t take so long
for her to let go of her hate
to look past what she saw
and see what was really there.
Now, I wish we had more time.
I hugged you two days ago
for the first time in years.
I wish I could tell her how nice it feels
and warn her that someday she’d run out of time.