Lost In Confusion

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Not knowing where to turn, not knowing who to trust , just an empty side and just an empty heart

filled with sorrow and emptiness . Your head tends to turn in opposite directions not knowing who or

what your looking for. Drowning in your depression. ALONE. Seems like the world doesn’t exist anymore.

Just you and this dark empty room. Your room. Feels like someone is there watching you but yet you can’t see who. Who ? Who can it be ?

Your head isn’t right. You hands are all cut up and
bleeding. Your face is downwards and your knife is on your left hand. Confusion.

Confusion on what to do.Confusion on who to turn to. Bad things has happened but yet you deny it all.

Denial stage I see ? This denial is killing you, isn’t it ? Denial is good, right ? Or is this the cause of my pain ?

The pain within me. The pain I seek to end. When does the happiness come into my life? When does the pain go away ?

Was this love ever real ? Or was it all just a game ? Maybe , it was all in my head or maybe you just played with my head. Now its between life or death. A life that I can’t bare to live in.

A life where my mistakes are sins and my sins are my mistakes. Death ? Death seems so real. Death is my life . My heart ? I can’t seem to use it right. I can’t seem to get my heart to start pumping again.

That knife ? I used it. I used it on you and I used it on me. Of course you went first. I needed to see
your pain. The pain you made me suffer for all these months.

Slowly, your pain became mines & that pain destroyed us both.

- Lost in Confusion

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