Lost in Love
I see it everywhere
Kissing, hugging
Holding hands
Everything a couple does.
I see it everywhere
Except for me.
Alone is all I will ever be.
No relationship has ever found me.
I strive to find a spark with a man,
A future to last forever.
Movies make me want to scream-
Why everyone but me?
I have never been kissed,
Never been held,
It is all so foreign to me.
But I see it everywhere
There to tournament me.
I think he likes me,
I am always wrong.
Wanting never succeeds.
People tell me to wait:
When I least expect it I will receive.
How can I follow that rule?
If all I think about is love,
Lust
And romance.
I want it so badly it has become like oxygen
Not able to live without.
So I mope around
Melancholy,
It does a number on me
Because I fell alone forever,
Love has never found me.