The 2016 obesession over boys is just a memory to me.
I thought I loved each and every single one of them.
Realizing after graduation that it was all a bunch of noise you see.
I don't beat myself up over it because I know I wasn't quite a leaf, I was still a stem.
2017 was much more clearer but I always got upset.
I needed a reason to be mad everyday and say I had "beef."
My 8th grade behaviors have not given up yet.
But it's okay because I know I wasn't quite a bud, I had just become a leaf.
My mentality in 2018 was definitely at it's worst.
My parents were on the brink of divorce and my tears would always flood.
I felt so much pain in my heart that I thought it was going to burst.
Luckily everything worked out for the better, and I developed into a bud.
Who I am today is a blossoming flower with beautiful hues.
The stage I am at in my life is something I never thought would be true.