I will smile at everything.
Happiness, sadness, seriousness, everything that I can.
I can't help but to hide myself.
Why do I do such a thing? I find it as a survival tactic for myself.
My mask is how I keep going in life depending on the situation.
I even laugh every now and againg to disregard something hurtful.
I don't want o experience negative things so i put on my mask.
Most poeple would say it's unhealthy to do so all the time.
I say it's how I live. Others don't know what I go through.
I can't even begin to tell anyone what I go through on a daily basin.
Why? Because I constantly feel judged about everything I do by anyone and everyong.
Even my own family judges me, or so I think they do.
My mask is my shield to protecting my happiness and I wish I had poeple to understand that.
I need my mask and I will wear it forever if I have to.
That's just me...