Maybe..
Maybe it was the way you talked
Or maybe it was the way you walked
Maybe it was those moments you looked in my eyes and told me im beautiful
Maybe it was the lies you told that kept me interested
Trying to figure out the cheat codes to the game you played
Maybe it was the tears streaming at 3 am when things became clear
Maybe it was the pain rushing to my heart from my head because at that point i finally understood you but had no clue what to do
Maybe it was your smile
Oh yes your beautiful smile
A smile yet so perfect but then again so sinister
Maybe it was those times you'd go the whole day without talking to me
Or maybe it was the soft kisses on my cheek
Maybe it was the sweet way you said you loved me
Maybe it was my stupidity that throughout all the signs i still longed to believe you
Ahhh yes maybe its something i cant put into words
Because maybe if i didnt nag so much
And cry over stupid things
Maybe if my face was prettier and my butt was a little bigger
If my hair was an inch longer
If i was more secure in myself
Maybe if i wasn't so clingy and didnt blow up your phone
Maybe just maybe you'd have a reason not to leave me all alone
This poem is about:
Me