I want things to be smooth; I want things to be different but, all I can do is hope. Only action and time will tell about what goes on. As I say I forgive you, I felt like it wasn't true. It seems liek I'm the one fading from her. I feel like I haven't given her enough credit for trying. I hope she feels a little more relief when she knows this and doesn't have to worry about trying too hard. As we look to the sky and wonder what to do next, I should be the one apologizing to you and not the other way around. Do you see what I'm trying tell you?