I was teeming with sorrows

I couldnt see to tomorrow

I Couldn't envision a life that could be possibly harder

Now Lookin back I see 

All the false pity

Cuz everybody knew it wasn't as bad as I thought it to be.

Now step back! 

Give me room to breathe

'Fore I release all these motherfuckin monsters in me.

I can't believe that I let it get as far as it did,

I couldn't cope

So I almost took my life instead.

I just 

bottled it up and I kept it all in

Man, I pray that I'll never see that  life again.

But who knew 

that my life

could be changed so quickly

All it took was a girl 

I knew would seriously miss me.

 

Now lets talk for a minute about the woman I love,

She got me through it all when he couldn't above.

Yeah, the man upstairs

Does he really care?

I've never fuckin seen him, 

Is he really there?

 

So let's discern the difference 

Between my past and the present

My actions in the past wouldn't get me to heaven.

See it's ironic because now I don't believe in that shit

I Fucking Love it

I only have my own shoes to fit