I am afraid, no terrified, of being a disappointment.
My mother never fails to remind me that I have so much talent,
that I have everything going for me.
I know she brags about me now.
But, what if I don't do everything she expects me to?
How quickly will I dissapoint her?
What will it take?
I am stretching myself so thin to please everyone.
How long can I keep it up?
I know the day is coming that I will dissapoint those around me.
I know that will destroy me,
but what destroys me even more is the realization that I have already disappointed myself.