Dear Bully,

I still remeber you back in class,

There you were, thought I was an outcast.

Man, you sure well toyed with my mind,

You didnt even care if i was humankind,

All your words in my head all combined,

I was behind. unbind,

I didnt realize that you were unkind,

Because I coudnt see that I was to blind.

I started to feel like if I was all worthless,

Coudnt continue on without a purpose,

I was too shy, scared and too nervouse,

My doors closed and even the curtains,

Man I was left alone and was deserted.

Should I slash my throught and be dead,

My family was worried, thought I was upset,

Sitting there, eating my last piece of bread,

I ain't talking about no special affects,

I went to bed,

The dark side of me says go ahead,

Cover yourself in blood, cherry red.

I started to give up and cry,

Writing down my letter saying my last goodbye,

I hummed my mom's favorite lulliby,

Imagined myself running and catching butterflys,

Stood up, picked up the knife,

Memories flashed back from Junior High,

I was about to take out my own life,

Just like a young brave samurai,

But only I wasn't brave, I was terrified,

Death by suicide.

Needed to get my head back in the game,

Don't worry about all those fake nicknames,

I was put to a damn bloody shame,

But, I was ready to finally stand up and make a claim.

I was going to stop bieng so nice,

Dont even need your stupid advice,

Your words dont hurt anymore there like dry ice,

You have no clue what i had to go through and sacrifice,

Let me show you that I'm finally in paradise.

I try to respect him, tell him thank you,

Now try to go throught the things that i went through,

You still don't understand my point of view.

Shake his hand and tell him bye,

Next thing you know we are both bleeding with a black eye,

It's hard for people to overcome things and jump by,

So now everyone thinks I'm the bad guy,

But I can care less, as long as I gave something to justify

                                            Sincerly, Your worst Nightmare