My experience with bullying
Never did I think someone elses words would effect me
But repititon left its mark
Looking in the mirror is a constant reminder of how worthless I am
There's not a day that went by that I didn't shed a tear
If only people realized how much their words could hurt
I wonder if they would still speak them
People say I'm selfish and distant
But why should I care about those who don't care about how I feel
My pain is almost too much for me to endure
Sometimes I feel like I can't take it anymore
How many times have I tried to commit suicide
Enough to where even I've lost count
I thought your peers were suppose to help you grow
To be a support system, people you could lean on
Instead here I am by myself
I've fallen so deep I feel like no one can help
My feelings are real and can't be ignored
It's not a phase nor a temper tantrum
I realize I am not the only one going through this
And at times like these it'd be nice to have a friend
Someone who'd tell me it's gonna be fine
Someone who actually gave a damn about my life