In my heart
They say
You are like a dream
Free like the wind
I would agree
But that isn’t it
You will not tolerate the past
Nor open your eyes to the horrors
Of these streets
Of those cities
Of this country
Refusing to see suffering
Doesn’t mean it doesn’t pain you
Refusing to believe
Doesn’t mean you can’t hear the screaming
You are so young don’t make this mistake
You are so young please stop hurting
You were born of bullets and blood
This soil built on bleeding
Of the pain of the sick or needing
You have to help everyone
Or stay out of everything
You can never be the hero
Yet you’ll never stop trying
Trying to keep away from being the villain
You’ve fallen to evil
But god I love you
You are my home
My heart
My past present and future
And I will give blood sweat and tears
Just to change you
However
My love isn’t magic
And I need to stop pretending you are like
Everyone else
You are none of them
Not one of them is you
They talk about
home of the free
Land of the brave
God bless
Your spacious skies
Amber waves of grain
Your purple mountain majesties
Your fruited plain
But they forget
Your ebony colored brothers
The ones you forced to confinement
And all the less fortunate
You’ve crushed under your boots
And swept under the rug
The wondrous horrors you’ve endured
Mark nothing but pain
Yet you celebrate the scars
Oh how I love you
Red stripes
And
White stars
More than sea to shining sea
I beg of you
Please
Just breathe