My Informal Goodbye

Eons could pass and my love would remain
Dejected for the umpteenth time & I have come to a decision.
Whether or not you notice my absence is unknown to me.
I sincerely apologize for wasting your time.
Note that I am filled with envy regarding your indifference.
Surely, one day you will look back and miss me, I can hope
And in that moment may God let me feel the warmth in my body.
Never did I question his existence till I met and lost you.
Time after time you made me doubt myself and striped me bare
Of my protective walls, showing my insecurities to the world.
Say goodbye to the moon my love and I hope it will reach me.

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