My life

My life is filled with pain and struggle Knowledge, life and fear of the unknown My fear is present, even when I try to hide it. I smile big even when I feel pain in side, Even thought I hide it well it takes a toll. My emotions are my soul and my eyes Are the window. My laugh is genuine And my heart is filled with joy But is easily shattered by the harsh this People can say, the pain is easy to hide but The memories are hard to forget And haunt me constantly. My life maybe Hard to understand, but this is me smiling while Im hurting, trying to forget everything Said or done to hurt me, but one thing I know Is that I am strong and I will never give up