My real feelings...

I just don't fucking give a shit anymore.

I've probably been depressed since middle school

And it's all your fucking fault.

I've lost all motivation.

Most things don't excite me.

None of it makes me happy.

I feel bad telling people that I don't give a shit.

So I don't.

I wish that I would die.

I've thought several times about killing myself before.

I've just never gone through with it because I didn't want to feel the pain.

I don't want to inconvenience anyone.

I want to have never existed.

I want to cease to exist.

I don't want anyone to know me

I don't want anyone to love me.

I just want to be another statistic that no one cares about.

If I didn't wake up tomorrow,

I wouldn't mind.

I feel like it'd be for the best.

I just want to disappear,

And then it'll be sunshine.

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