nails in the coffin
Just say it.
say what your really think.
I'm a...
bitch
flirt
control freak
annoying brat
spoiled
severly OCD,
boring girl
crazy,
type A,
worrywort
cynical,
pitiful excuse for a person.
I get it.
looking through you're eyes I see it too.
But I know her better than you.
I know what life has taught her:
if you're nice no one listens to you
remembers you
or really likes you.
you can only depend on one person:
you.
It's better to laugh too much than cry.
Everyone wants perfect,
confident,
thoughtless,
empty girl
it's easier to be your own caricature
sarcastically laugh at yourself
play up your faults
then let people make fun of you;
a different kind of thick skin.
And I know she is trying
to forget all of these things now
unlearn years of experience
I know she is trying.
So say what you will
it's just another nail in the coffin
another blow she won't feel
as she buries that person
she used to
pretend to be.