I feel confliced

I feel lost

I feel constricted

Where have my hopes gone? 

I have lost my guidence 

I have lost my touch

My heart and brain have a crashed alliance

One that cannot be easily mended as such

I don't know where I'm going 

I don't know when

But I hope that it's soon and something I'll be loving

Something I may have to defend

Thing will not be the same

And that turly breaks my heart

But hopefully in the future, my happiness will be regained

That'll be a start