No More

So many sides to me

That you can't see
 
Smiling
Waving
Talking
Happy
Carefree
 
This is the me most people see
The one I put on
For decency 
The one that I'm afraid will fall away
And you will run
From the monster you see
 
Depression
Anxiety
Worthless
Hopeless 
Trapped
 
This is the side only one person sees
They don't know it
But what they say makes it worse
Breaking me down 
Building me up with new cracks
Thinking they make it better
 
Empty 
 
This is how I feel
Way deep inside
I can't do anything right
I can't make anyone happy
I'm not good enough
But too weak to change
 
......
 
No more words can be said
And never again
Shall I speak 
 

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