No One Really Knows
She sits alone
In the dark
Trying to find the light
In the only thing she has ever known
In her hand she holds a knife
It’s her only escape from the world
Where she’s all alone
Innocent child
With a harmless smile
That could do no wrong
No one expects
Anything less
Hair always in place, perfectly dressed
Her make up never runs but
Her smile hides so much more.
No one will ever know what she has done…
To herself
She smiles with all she has left,
But tears are left un-dried
And though she has so much to say,
She bottles it up inside
She softly whispers to herself
“I’m tired of crying,
I’m tired of lying,
I know I’ve been smiling,
But inside I’m dying.”
Does anybody see her?
Does anybody hear her?
They all fall for the fake smile.
They all fall for the pretty face.
Oh! But in a little while,
She’ll be in a better place.
Stereo blasting
Boom boom
Trying to drown out her life
Bang boom
She picks up her knife
Her only relief
Tears streaming
She starts screaming
No matter how deep she cuts
The relief always leaves
Then she lies on the floor
With tears and blood continuing to pour
She needs someone to listen
Someone to check her wrists
Someone to show they care
But for now she’s all alone
Waiting for a reason
She tries to speak but is silenced
Begging for help
But continually ignored
All she wants is someone to notice her
To love her
To need her…
The blood dances down her arm
A crimson pool reflects her pain
“This is like a living hell!”
She looks in the mirror but things are no clearer.
Shaking in pain
The wounds drive her insane
But for now she’s alone
Laying on the floor
Tears streaming
Bleeding
Screaming
With the stereo blaring
She gets up
Walks over to the dresser
Whispers a prayer
Passionately pops a plethora of pills to pass out
Lies down, and escapes for a little while