Not For Me But For You
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Just because I act the way I act
Doesn't mean I really feel it on the inside
Life is an act, a play, a show
Having the bumpy adventures of a roller coaster ride.
Someone once told me that if our heart says it
What we actually say out of our mouths doesn't matter.
To hide my emotions I play along with everyone
With laughter, jokes and irrelevant chatter.
My emotions usually get the best of me
Sometimes I refer to myself as emotionally unstable
Like a graceful flower that dances in the wind
Who is gentle but at the same time, fatal.
I use my mask to make sure the people around me
Do not worry about me all the time
Not necessarily for my own good
But to ensure them that I'm just fine
I'm not really sure if this is healthy or not
For me and my mental and emotional state
But I do it for the people I love and I care about
Will I stop? We'll leave the decision to fate.