I don't know why you're so upset
Do you need some attention?
Maybe you want some affection because your mind is conficted with thoughts that can go on for distance.
I don't know why you don't think you're beautiful
Everyone tells you so
Maybe you just need a confirmation daily just so youe smile can glow
You're growing up now. Seventeen.
You always had a dream of doing big things
But thought it was easier to die than it is to live this life
But why even dream it if you won't even try?
Put the blade down and replaced it with rhymes
I depend on baby boy to show me happiness cause I was blind
Crying all the time over boys who rhyme
Cause love is distracting and encouraging
Meanwhile I'm only seventeen years old and I've climbed more mountains than most of you
My parents split, my family on that other, not speaking to my mother
Can't see my brother, and I'm going crazy
Trying to battle myself, depression's killing me daily
But maybe one day I can find myself
Learn to love me instead of loving someone else